经常有人向我倾诉他们的秘密 People have always trusted me with their secrets,
但我要把秘密托付给谁？ but who do I trust with mine?
你，只有你 You. Only you.
片名：丑闻笔记
新学期的第一天 The first day of a new term.
本地穷酸没教养的青少年都来了 Here come the local pubescent proles,
未来的水管工和店员或许偶尔也会出恐怖分子 the future plumbers and shop assistants and doubtless the odd terrorist, too.
过去我们没收的都是香烟和色情书刊 In the old days,we confiscated cigarettes and wank mags.
现在是刀子和快克可卡因 Now it's knives and crack cocaine.
他们还说这叫进步呢 And they call it progress.
托尼！ Tony.
哈特太太，美术老师 Mrs. Hart, art department.
1517年马丁·路德在德国温登堡把他的95条论纲 In 1517 Martin Luther nails his 95 points to a church door
钉在教堂的门上 in Wittenberg.
恶毒老太婆 Poison granny.
滚开，讨厌鬼 Piss off, you prick.
在开会之前，还没交报告的人 Before we begin, for those of you who haven't delivered your reports,
请依照我的指示丢过来吧 谢谢比尔，谢谢玛丽 please lob them in my generaIdirection. Thank you, Bill. Thank you, Mary.
谢谢约翰，谢谢伊莲 Thank you, John. Thank you, Elaine.
都见过新美术老师希巴·哈特没？ Has everyone met our new art teacher,Sheba Hart?
这次开会我请希巴来旁听 各位都知道 l've asked Sheba to sit in on this meeting.As you all know,
我很重视美术课程 这是潜移默化的好方法 I regard the arts as absolutely essential to our policy of reform through nurture.
谢谢克里斯，非常好 Thank you, Chris. Very good. Very good.
谢谢苏珊，好厚的一叠啊 Thank you, Sue.I say, that's a big one, isn't it?
我要熬夜到天亮才看得完了 l'll be up till the crack of dawn!
还有谁没交作业？好吧 谢谢各位 Anyone else not handed in their homework? Right, and... Thank you.
好极了，谢谢 Lovely. Thank you.
芭芭拉？ Barbara?
这是你的报告？历史就这一页？ This is your report? On the history department?
对课程的内容和你对未来发展的想法？ On its entire workings and your generaIthoughts for its future development?
校长，麻雀虽小，五脏俱全 You'll find it's quite thorough, Headmaster.
「以这种水平和素质的学校而言 历史课程和期望中相去无几」 ''The history department functions as one would expect for a school of this intake.''
「测验成绩30年以来都是持平'' Examination results have been consistent for 30 years,
不及全国平均值 却也不是无可救药」 below the national average but above the level of catastrophe.''
「建议：没有改变的必要」'' Recommendation: no change necessary.''
我花了几乎整个暑假才写好的 It took me most of the summer to write it.
很难看出新老师的真面貌 Hard to read the wispy novice.
滚开，讨厌鬼 Piss off, you prick.
她是谜样人物？还是个笨蛋？ Is she a sphinx, or simply stupid?
好了，请别再玩手机 把手机给我 All right. Off the phone, please.Give me the phone.
今天是艺术家的不修边幅 Artfully disheveled today.
苏格兰呢邋遢外套 令我深恶痛绝 The tweedy tramp coat is an abhorrence.
似乎在说： 「我像你一样」 It seems to say, ''l'm just like you.''
但显然她不是 But clearly she's not.
我怀疑她是不食人间烟火 A fey person, I suspect.
不食人间烟火 Fey.
传过来，我在这里 Come on, come on, pass it.Yes, l'm over here!
真棒！ Yeah!
-把衣服穿好-老师，我踢中决胜分 -Put your shirt on. -I got the winner.
很光荣啦，衣服！ Glory be. Shirt!
她果真在一潭死水里激起一阵涟漪 She has certainly rippled the waters of our stagnant pond.
他们都簇拥而上 They flock to her.
就连娘娘腔布莱恩也喜欢她 好可怕啊 Even limp little Brian had a go. Oh, the horror.
-你好 -你好 -Hiya. -Oh, hello.
-衣服很好看 -什么？ -That's a lovely blouse. -What?
肥婆也巴着她不放 And Fatty Hodge has pounced on her.
暧昧不明的怪异搭档 A dubious double act,
金发美女和扮成女人的懒猪 the blonde and the pig in knickers.
我刚经过美术教室 里面像「蝇王」一样 I just went past the art studio.lt's like bloody Lord of the Flies,
-学生欺负她吗？-他们撕她的海报，群起暴动了 -Have they gone for her? -Torn her posters down. There's a paint fight.
喊着： 「露奶给我们看」女生也是，乱成一团 They're chanting, ''Get your tits out for the lads.'' Girls, too. lt's carnage.
-夫人还好吧？-完全失控， 「住手！兔崽子！」 - How was madam? - Lost it. ''Stop it, you little fucking bastards!''
-你应该插手管 -他不想对那位小姐施恩 -You should have stepped in. -He didn't want to patronize the lady.
明年此时她就当上校长了 This time next year she'll be headmistress.
-拜托，能不能闭嘴？-对不起 - Oh, Christ, wilIyou shut up? - Sorry. Sorry.
有人要喝茶吗？芭芭拉？ Char, anyone? Babs?
-加牛奶，不要糖 -够甜吗？ - Milk, no sugar.- Sweet enough?
-看得出来吧 -通货膨胀不是她爸爸发明的吗？ -Evidently. -Didn't her father invent inflation?
-什么？-她爸爸就是那个学者 - You what? -Wasn't her dad that academic?
唐纳什么？搞经济的 发明通货膨胀这个名词 Donald whats it. Economics bloke.Invented the word ''inflation.''
对，我懂你的意思了 Oh, yeah. I know who you mean.
哈特太太的父亲是罗纳·泰勒教授 通货膨胀不是他发明的 I think you'll find that Mrs. Hart's father was Ronald Taylor. He didn't invent inflation.
他是构想出通货膨胀和顾客期望之间的关系理论 He devised a theory about the relationship between inflation and consumer expectation.
请你放开他！住手！ Davis, get off him! Stop it!
-不对，你才是王八蛋 -住手！ - No, you're an arsehole.- Stop it!
-打啊… -住手！我叫你们别打了！ - Fight! Fight! Fight! Fight! Fight! - Stop it! Stop it immediately!
继续打！继续打！继续打！ Fight! Fight! Fight! Fight! Fight! Fight!
你们会受伤的，快住手！ You're going to hurt one another! Now, stop it!
戴维斯，起来！ Davis, get off him!
够了！ Enough!
马上出去！ Outside! Now!
-滚开！-不准说话！安静！- Fuck off! - Absolute silence. Absolute!
-哈特老师，他们干嘛打架？-动机不明- Why were they fighting, Mrs. Hart? - Their motive was unclear.
戴维斯，我知道你是个小流氓 你是谁？ Davis, I know. You're a little thug. Who might you be?
-史帝文·康纳利，老师 -什么？ -Steven Connolly, Miss. -What?
-史帝文·康纳利，老师 -几年级？ -Steven Connolly, Miss. -Year?
-十年级，老师 你是脱光衣服踢足球那个 - Year 10, Miss. You're the naked footballer.
你干嘛打架？这个问题非常简单 Why were you fighting? It's a perfectly simple question.
-我不知道，老师 -你不知道 - Dunno, Miss. -You don't know.
前一分钟你才安静听话 下一分钟就跟人打架 One minute you're inert, the next you're trying to castrate a pupil.
-你打架没有原因？-没有，老师- Nothing occurred between these two states? - No.
少在我面前逞英雄了，康纳利 Don't play the hero with me, Connolly. Yes?
讲话要经过大脑，说吧 Brain, mouth, speak.
他讲老师的坏话 他满嘴脏话 He was saying stuff about Miss. It was bang out of order.
-你说了什么？-我啥也没说 - What did you say? - I never said nothing, Miss.
什么叫「啥也没说」他说什么？快讲！'' I didn't say anything.'' What did he say? Come on!
他说她很淫荡 他说要干她的屁眼 He said she's a tart. He said he gave her one up the arse.
你真的这样讲？ Did you, indeed?
太可恶了，马上道歉 Odious boy. Apologize at once.
-对不起，老师 -明天早上去副校长室报到 -Sorry, Miss. -Deputy head in the morning.
两个都给我进教室Get back inside, both of you.
血气方刚的年轻人 你很快就会习惯的 Little towers of testosterone.You'll soon get used to them.
真是太感谢你了 Thank you so much.
抱歉，我们没正式介绍过吧 我是希巴·哈特 I'd better... Oh, l'm sorry. We haven't met properly. l'm Sheba Hart.
芭芭拉·柯维 Barbara Covett.
她的声音好纯洁 仿佛她嘴里空无一物又干净 Her voice is pure, as if her mouth were empty and clean.
好像从来没补过牙 As if she'd never had a filling.
像甜桃似的白净脸庞 The complexion of a white peach.
几乎看得见脸上的血管 One can almost see her veins.
她的时尚观也一样透明 Her trendy politics are similarly transparent.
只要教他们看书写字和算术就好 We serve them best if we teach them to read, write and add.
他们不必知道编篮子的智利人 They don't need to know about basket weavers.
-芭芭拉很坚持基础要打好 -但你最初… - Barbara's keen on the basics. - When you started,
不会想好好教育他们 didn't you want to give them a reaIeducation
协助他们脱离贫苦的环境吗？ to help them overcome the poverty of their backgrounds?
当然会啊 但没多久就会发现纪律最重要 Yes, of course. But one soon learns that teaching is crowd control.
过来！你不应该… Come here. You know you're not supposed...
教育是社会福利制度的一环 给我放回去！ We're a branch of the sociaIservices.Put that back, you.
遇到资优生就该欣慰了 要把握机会培养人才 Console yourself with the gems. That's when it's satisfying. You can make a reaIdifference.
其他学生就放牛吃草吧 The rest is just cattle-prod and pray.
看得出来为何大家都为她着迷 I can see why others are beguiled by her.
你好 但我不知道她的能耐够不够 - Hello. - I wonder if she possesses the requisite heft?
-要不要喝杯咖啡？-好啊 - Do you fancy a coffee? - Yeah
希巴! Sheba!
-抱歉，我… -那是11年级，简直是噩梦 -Sorry. -That's the year 11s. They're a nightmare.
-苏珊，一起来喝杯咖啡吧 -好啊 - Sue! Do you want to join us for a coffee? -Great.
-我有事要宣布 -你要离开圣乔治中学？ - l've got a bit of an announcement. - You're leaving St George's?
没有啊 No.
你怀孕了 You're pregnant.
太好了 That's fantastic.
恭喜，预产期几时？ Congratulations. When are you due?
-6月7日 -夏天出生，真好啊 -June 7. -A summer baby. How lovely.
居然没人发现，我都14周了 看不出来我变胖了吗？ Ican't believe nobody's noticed. l'm 14 weeks. Didn't you see how chunky I'm getting?
只是不想说啦，要在哪里生？ Didn't like to say. Where are you having it?
哈莫顿医院，那里设备很好 Homerton. lt's really nice there.
很干净，护士很亲切 Lovely, friendly nurses.
二十周后照超音波就知道了 I'm going to find out at the next scan. 20 weeks.
-礼拜天一起吃午饭吧 -去哪里？ - Do you want to come to lunch on Sunday? -Where?
我家，来我们家 To mine. To our house.
-你不陪家人吗？-要啊，但很欢迎你 -Won't you be with the family? -Yes, but you're very welcome.
吃顿便饭啦，我做点千层面 It's no big deal.l'll just do a lasagne or something.
我好喜欢千层面 I adore lasagne.
好开心啊，行事历上的北极荒原多了一面快乐的旗子 Bliss. A merry flag on the Arctic wildernessof my calendar.
既然接受邀请，就要费心装扮 One must make an effortwhen one receives an invitation.
让人看不出刻意才是学问 The art of it is seeming not to.
千层面会让我肠胃不适 Lasagne tends to disagree with my bowels.
我只吃一小块就好了 I'll ask for a smalIportion.
-我大概是找错门了 -就是这里 我是理查德 请进 - I think I've got the wrong house.- No, you're bang on. I'm Richard. Come in.
-抱歉，我以为…-以为我是年轻20岁的大帅哥 - I'm sorry. I thought...- That I'd be 20 years younger and handsome.
-希巴！-厨房快失火了啦！ - Bash!- The kitchen's on fire!
抱歉让你久等，门铃坏掉了 Sorry if you were there long.The bell's knackered.
-嗨，芭芭拉 -你好！ -Hi, Barbara. -Hello.
好漂亮的客厅 Oh, what a splendid room.
要喝什么？我们爱喝酒，什么酒都有 What can Iget you? We're semi-pro drinkers here. You name it.
请给我不甜的雪莉酒 A dry sherry, please.
家里应该有杏仁白兰地 I think we might havesome apricot brandy knocking around.
-不甜的白葡萄酒 -没问题，请坐 -A dry white wine? -Done. Have a seat.
你是波丽吧，我是芭芭拉 You must be Polly. I'm Barbara.
嗨，芭芭拉 Hi, Barbara.
-你要去哪里吗？-你说什么？ -Are you going somewhere? -Excuse me?
你还盛装打扮 You're alIposhed up.
我跟人有约 I have an appointment.
待会儿，要去市区 Later in town.
-你们住这里很久了吗？-妈继承的遗产，她常拿来开玩笑 -Have you always lived here? -Mum inherited it. It's her little joke.
我是为了房子才娶她的 早安 I only married her for the property. Morning.
彼特走了吗？ Did Pete go?
-欢迎他留下来啊-他不习惯吃午饭 -He was welcome to stay. -He's not really into lunch.
干杯 Cheers.
-你喜欢葡萄酒吗？-只喜欢喝而已，你呢？ -Are you interested in wine? -Only the drinking part. You?
我去过阿马尔菲的海边避暑，那里… I spent the summer on the Amalfi coast...
小麻烦来了不行，别激动，罗基 Here's trouble. Now, now, now,now, now, now, easy, Rocky! Easy.
别激动，冷静点 Easy, peasy, wheezy.
我以为会是谦恭有礼的年轻律师还有两个有教养的小孩 I'd anticipated a suave young lawyerand two perfect poppets.
结果不是 她嫁的是一个糟老头 Not so. She's marriedsome crumbling patriarch.
年纪快跟我差不多 He's nearly as old as me.
还有她那个女儿没教养的野ㄚ头 And then there's the daughter,a pocket princess,
再加上一个痴呆又讨人厌的小丑 and finally a somewhat tiresome courtjester.
太好了，谢谢 Lovely. Thank you.
我要当魔法师哦 I'm going to be a wizard.
-等你长大了吗？-不，他只是在话剧里演魔法师 - Is that when you're grown up?- No. He's been cast in his school play.
我要穿斗篷、拿魔法棒… I'm gonna wear a cape and my wand...
在明年的文化盛会中我最期待班本杰明·哈特的演出 Amongst next year's cultural highlights,I greatly look forward to Benjamin Hart
扮演「魔法师」的主角我真的是等不及想看… in the key role of ''The Wizard,'' and Ifindmyself beside myself with anticipation.
我脑海里顿时浮现骇人的画面 A rogue image swam through me:
老头子皱巴巴的嘴在希巴胸前贪婪地吸吮 hubby's pruney old mouthpursed at Sheba's breast.
午餐后是更令人难堪的家族传统 After lunch,a rather mortifying family tradition.
放浪不羁的资产阶级特异独行 They do things differentlyin bourgeois bohemia.
谢谢 Thank you.
快点，快点 Come on. Come on.
不 No.
-准备好了吗？-小心点 -You ready? -Watch out.
太好了！ Yes!
我们去庆祝结婚周年，好几年了回来时就看到这间房子 He took me away for our anniversary. lt was years ago. When we came back it was here,
好像变魔术一样 as if by magic.
本来要当成工作室 It was supposed to be my studio, but
结果变成我的避难所 it's more of a refuge, really.
属于自己的房间 A room of one's own.
这是你吗？ Is this you?
以前的我 It was.
-我喜欢这个，色彩很鲜艳-送你一个！两个，统统送你啦 - I love these. Such vibrant colors.- Take one. Take two. Have the lot, actually.
-无功不受禄-老实说，别人都不要 - I couldn't possibly.- Honestly, no one else wants them.
我会好好珍惜的 l'll treasure them.
你一定累坏了要相夫教子，还得教书 It must be exhausting,running a family and teaching as well.
我等不及学期结束了 I can't wait for term to end.
去过圣诞节，悠哉地过完一个月 Roll on Christmas and a month of sod all.
我不应该自欺欺人说我会教书 I shouldn't have kidded myself I could teach.
只是我这十年来把心思都放在本杰明身上 It's just that I've... I've spentthe last ten years looking after Ben
急着想出去做点事情 and I was so desperateto get out and do something,
终于找到好学校送他去念我有时间工作了 and finally we get him into this great local school and I'm free to work and...
-你会是一位好老师-谢谢- You're gonna be a terrific teacher. -Thanks.
可惜我没教学天分任谁都看得出来 But I'm bloody hopeless,and everyone knows it.
小孩跟野兽没两样 Children are feral.
别让他们看出你的焦虑 Don't let them sense your anxiety.
-你是怎么熬过来的？-我够凶悍啦 -How do you cope? -I'm just a battle-axe.
不受欢迎，但他们敬重我 I'm not popular, but they respect me.
我很欢迎你啊 好奇怪，我跟你可以无话不聊 Well, you're popular with me. It's strange. I feel like I can talk to you.
她谈到她可怕的母亲 She spoke of her vile mother,
父亲过世时她悲痛万分 her grief over the death of her father,
理查德热烈追求她的光荣岁月 the glory days when Richard scooped her up
抛弃他的前妻和子女只为了跟她不停地做爱 and then jettisoned wife and children for what she called a nonstop fuckfest.
特权阶级专有的特质：刚认识就不设防地熟稔 It's a peculiar trait of the privileged: immediate incautious intimacy.
但希巴是超乎上流社会的极限 But Sheba went well beyondthe tendencies of her class.
她坦率到巨细靡遗 She was utterly candid,
见习修女在修道院院长面前忏悔 a novice confessing to the mother superior.
婚姻和小孩其实是很幸福啦 You know, marriage and kids,Imean, it's wonderful,
可惜毫无意义 but it doesn't give you meaning.
只是在尽义务，却不能帮你… It gives you an imperativebut it doesn't help you...
我爸爸以前常说 搭地铁时要小心月台间隙 My father always used to say,you know, on the tube, ''Mind the gap.''
我不知道啦，反正理想的人生和你的现实人生 I don't know. lt's just the distance between life as you dream it
难免 and
会有差距 life as it is.
你的话我感同身受 I know exactly what you mean.
今天值得贴上金色星星 A gold-star day.
我早就知道我们会变成好朋友 I always knew we'd be friends.
我们彼此都很矜持保守 Our mutual reserve inhibited us,
但坦诚相对之后就达到精神上的认同 but now it is manifest,a spiritual recognition.
到了年底，许多人要欢度圣诞节 Many of you will enjoy Christmas.
我和希巴都有能力看穿 Sheba and I share the ability
索然无味的日常琐碎生活 to see through the quotidian awfulness of things.
若是生活在另一个时代背景 In a different, better age,
我们就会是悠闲的贵妇 共进午餐 we would be ladies of leisure,lunching together,
参观画廊、旅行各地 visiting galleries, traveling,
从事公益活动 putting the world to rights.
我们会是知己的伴侣 We would be companions.
这里有人坐，我帮希巴占位子 It's taken. l'm saving it for Sheba.
抱歉 Sorry.
好极了，唱得好！ Very good. Well done.
快上车，宝贝 喂？ Ben, pop it in the car, sweetheart. Hello?
我要找你谈史帝文·康纳利的事 Ineed to speak to you about Steven Connolly.
-谁？-少装蒜了- Who?- Let's not, shalIwe?
显然你知道自己触犯了刑法 Doubtless you're aware you've committed a criminal offence.
我五点会去找你 I'll be with you at five.
我们去酒吧 Let's go to the pub, OK?
你打算几时告诉他们？ When will you tell them?
我要知道来龙去脉 I need to know the circumstances.
你必须把详情告诉我 You must inform me of everything.
其实我第一次见到他时你也在场 Actually, you were there when If irst saw him.
你还训诫了他一番 I think you gave him a telling off.
只是念了他几句 I gave him a slight ticking off.
他为我射门得分 He dedicated his goal to me.
我很开心，仅此而已 It amused me, nothing more.
过了几天，他来找我 Then a few days later he came to see me.
-老师，请你看看我的素描-课堂上再看，你有修美术课吧？ -Would you have a look at me drawings? -I'll look in class. You do Art, don't you?
我被挡修，我是特教学生 I'm not allowed. l'm special needs.
需要课外辅导 I gotta do extra reading instead.
这是你在家里画的吗？ Did you do these at home?
画得很好 These are good.
你很会画画 You can draw.
只要为一个学生破例整个体制就会大乱 If we pull strings for one childthe whole system will unravel.
但他很有天份 他找到自己的出路了 But he's talented.He's found something he believes in.
每个学生都有天份 Well, they're all talented.
你找到苏珊所谓的资优生了 You found your gem, as Sue would say.
我答应给他课后辅导 但前提是他要想学 I said that I would teach him after school,but only if he felt like it.
-这是我们的工作，不是吗？-在上课时间内，配合学校课程 -It's our job, isn't it? -Within specified hours and curriculum.
芭芭拉 他连续两个礼拜每天都来 Barbara, he came every day for two weeks.
我是受宠若惊，但不只如此 Yes, I was flattered, but more than that.
我很兴奋遇到有心想学习的人 I was excited to find someonewho wanted to learn.
他五百年前就想出这种直升机太不可思议了 And he imagined this sort of helicopter 500 years ago. It does your brain in.
但想必你怀疑过他的动机吧？ But surely you must have suspected his motives?
我察觉到他有点喜欢我 但那又怎样？ I sensed he had a little crush on me,but so what?
只是纯真的感情 It was innocent.
好多了，指关节画得很好 That's so much better.You've absolutely got that knuckle.
我抓到诀窍了 Nailed it.
-再来一次，老师-别闹了，你快走吧 -Do that again, Miss. -Don't be silly. Off you go.
-你喝茶要配什么，老师？-可能回家途中去买点东西 -What are you having for tea, Miss? -Probably buy something on the way home.
-你厨艺好吗？-不太好 -Are you a good cook? -Not really.
很差吗？ You suck?
快回家吧，史帝文 Go home, Steven.
-当时你就应该及时打住-我有啊 -That's when you should have stopped it. -I did.
我说不能再教他了 I told him I wouldn't teach him anymore.
但他拒绝接受 还是一直来找我 But he refused to accept it. He just kept coming back.
老师！ Miss!
我开始觉得这是我们的秘密 lt began to feel like our secret,
秘密有时很…诱人 and secrets can be seductive.
-要不要散散步？-当然不要 -D'you wanna come for a walk? -Absolutely not.
我要回去陪家人，你也一样 l'm going home to my family. As should you.
老师！ Miss!
我爸爸失业了 他把气出在我身上 My dad's got the sack.He's been taking it out on me.
他爸爸殴打他 他不想跟妈妈说，因为她生病了 His father hit him.He didn't tell his mum because she was ill.
-你妈妈知道吗？-肾脏病 -Does your mother know? -Kidney disease.
-等了好几个月要动手术-他好可怜啊 -It's taking months for an operation. -He was so vulnerable.
他再打你，你就跟我说 If he does it again, you tell me.
谢谢老师 Thanks, Miss.
你好美，老师 You're beautiful, Miss.
你不知道自己有多美 You don't know how beautiful you are.
好久没人这样追求我了 I hadn't been pursued like this for years.
我知道这是不道德的错误而且是荒谬至极 I knew it was wrong and immoraland completely ridiculous,
但我不知道 but I don't know.
反正就顺水推舟了 I just allowed it to happen.
那个学生才15岁！ The boy is 15!
-但他在同龄学生中算早熟的-「但是」并不能成为理由- -But he's quite mature for his age. -''But'' is not a helpfuIword here.
听起来有点病态吧 This is going to sound sick,
但我内心总觉得我有资格这么做 我成年以后一直安份守己 but something in me felt entitled. You know, I've been good all my adult life.
我是好妻子，也是尽责的母亲 费心地照顾本杰明 I've been a decent wife,dutiful mother, coping with Ben.
我心里有个声音在说「为何不能使坏？」 This voice inside me kept saying,''Why shouldn't you be bad?''
「为何不能违反道德？你有权偷腥啊」'' You know, why shouldn't you transgress?You've earned the right.''
我叫你出去，丹泽尔 其他同学请继续画画 I said get out, Denzel.The rest of you get on with your work, please.
快点！ Hurry up.
今晚8点来找我
苏珊打电话来 我能不能去陪她喝一杯？ Sue phoned. OK if I meet her for a drink?
好，我会哄小班睡觉 Sure. l'll put bug-a-lugs to bed.
老师好 Evening, Miss.
放轻松 Make yourself comfortable.
这件事一定要保守秘密 It's incredibly important we keep this secret.
-有人知道你来吗？-没有 - Does anyone know you're here?- No.
老师 Miss.
我不是天才，但我也不是笨蛋 I'm no genius, but I ain't a dickhead.
我不会说出去的 I won't tell no one.
你可以相信我 You can trust me.
咱们俩都会惹祸上身的 We'd both get into terrible trouble.
很简单，就好像明知快醉了 It was easy, like having another drink
又再喝一杯酒 when you know you shouldn't.
我可以抽烟吗，老师？ Can I smoke, Miss?
想怎样随你但别再叫我老师了 You can do what you want,but enough of this ''Miss.''
你以前当过模特儿吗？ Were you a model once?
你应该当模特儿 你身材很好 Well, you should have been. You're well fit.
天哪，我自己最清楚 Gosh, but don't I know it.
你喜欢「街头小子」？ You're into The Streets?
我女儿喜欢 Well, my daughter is.
她跟我同年吗？ Is she the same age as me?
不关你的事 None of your beeswax.
反正重点是你身材很好 Well, anyway, the point is you're fit.
你也是 Well, so are you.
真的？我姐说我是长满麻疹的丑八怪 You reckon? My sister thinks I look like a bollock with measles.
这句话还真毒啊 You've done my brain in.
要不要再做一次？ You wanna do it again?
怎样？ What?
好 Yes.
我想再做一次 I wanna do it again.
我们认识的那天 The day we met
就已经开始了？ it had already begun?
对 Yes.
明天早上去副校长室报到 Deputy head in the morning.
你是护主心切，康纳利下次要动口，别动手 Noble sentiment, Connolly. Next time, words, not fists.
两个都给我进教室 Get inside, both of you.
-你们那天有再私会吗？-我们去美术教室 -And you had further relations that day? -We went to the art room.
很高兴我有催情功用 本来是想帮你的 Well, I'm glad Iwas such an aphrodisiac.I was trying to help you.
你是帮了我，我非常感激 You did. l'm incredibly grateful.
你是我的好朋友啊 You've been such a good friend.
似乎是狗咬吕洞宾 Not reciprocated, it seems.
我恨不得能向你坦承一切 I desperately wanted to confess to you.
但我怎么能说？ But how could I?
芭芭拉？ Barbara?
我会害你陷入进退维谷的窘境 It would have put you in an impossible situation.
早知道我就说了 I so wish I had.
你会让我恢复理智 You would have made me see sense.
我惊觉自己是被愤怒给蒙蔽了 And then I realized my fury had blinded me.
眼前有个千载难逢的好机会 There was a magnificent opportunity here.
能不能进去？我快冷死了 Can we go inside? I'm absolutely freezing.
我或许能悄悄地保全战利品 With stealth,I might secure the prize long term,
长此以往欠我一辈子的人情 forever in my debt.
我想要什么都能得到 I could gain everything
却什么事也不必做 by doing nothing.
听好 Look,
我知道你非告诉他们不可 校长和全校师生 I know you have to tell them.You know, the head, the school.
我只求你等到过完年再说 All I ask is that you wait tilIthe New Year.
拜托，我求求你请你让我陪家人过完圣诞节 I'm begging you. Please let me have this Christmas with my family.
可怜的孩子 You poor thing.
你这么六神无主 You've got yourself into a state?
我不会告发你的 I'm not going to report you.
我想帮你，支持你度过难关 I want to help you,to support you through this.
你不会说出去吗？ You're not... not going to tell?
-你不会告诉任何人？-讲了又对谁有好处？ -You won't telIanyone? -Who would it benefit?
对你或学生都没好处 对学校更是如此 Not you or the boy,and certainly not the school.
这是一件隐私 No, this is a private matter,
就继续保密下去吧 and we must keep it so.
好的 Yes.
-我还是辞职吧-不行，这样会打草惊蛇 -Maybe I should resign. -No. No, that might alert suspicion.
你要留在学校，但不能一错再错 No, you must stay at the school,but the affair must end.
发誓你就此作个了断 Your solemn promise.
你不答应我就帮不了你 I can't help you if you don't promise.
我答应你 I promise.
你过完圣诞节就告诉他？ So you'll tell him straight after Christmas?
-这样对谁都好 -我知道 -It's all for the best. -I know.
太感谢你了，你真是我的好朋友 Thank you so much. You've been so brilliant.
跟他分了再告诉我 And you'll tell me when it's done?
你从来没提过 You never said.
老处女的标准配备啦 Standard issue for spinsters.
它最近胃口很差，我有点担心它 She's been off her food.I'm worried about her.
附近有家兽医不错 本杰明的兔子都给他看 There's a terrific vet up the road.He was great with Ben's rabbit.
-明天有很多人要来吗？-我和理查德的家人，包括他前妻 -Got many people coming tomorrow? -My lot, Richard's lot, including first wife.
-还有你母亲？-是的 -And your mother? -Yes.
-圣诞快乐 -你也是 -Well, happy Christmas.- Yeah. You, too.
真是太感谢你了 Thank you so much.
Courage, mon brave,
祝她的小精灵一路顺风 And bon voyage to her little leprechaun.
我和希巴现在达成共识了 Sheba and I share a deep understanding now.
谁也不能侵犯 No one can violate
我们共谋的秘密 our magnificent complicity.
不行，明天才能拆，住手！ No! Wait till tomorrow! Stop.
你去了好久 You've been gone ages.
芭芭拉有点…学校的事啦 Barbara was a little... Some schooIthing.
-班大人还好吗？-还没睡 -How's his nibs? -Still awake.
兴奋过度，我准他等你回来再睡 He's madly excited.I said he could stay up for you.
波丽呢？ And Polly?
很沮丧 Depressed.
彼特打电话来，他们吵架了 Pete phoned.They had a row
他明天不来了 and he's not coming tomorrow.
-你觉得他不好吗？-老头子都不太可靠 -D'you think he's bad news? -Well, these older men can be very dodgy.
爸爸跟你说了吗？ Did Daddy tell you?
他要甩了我，我有预感 He's gonna bin me, I know it.
你的条件很好 You're very lovely, darling.
他是个笨蛋才不懂得欣赏你 He's clever enough to appreciate it.
妈，我肥得要死 I'm fat as fuck, Mum.
他会回来的 He'll be back.
我没有他就活不下去了 I can't live without him.
她对那个男孩的迷恋只是满足她高高在上的欲望 Her fetish for the boywas simply her snobbery manifested.
他出身劳工阶层，又喜欢画画 He's working class and he likes art,
仿佛从雨林里跑出一只猴子向她要金汤力喝 as if he were a monkey who just strolled out of a rainforest and asked for a gin and tonic.
你有没有之前那个朋友的消息？芭芭拉 Have you heard from that friend of yours, Barbara?
醒一醒 Bar? Wakey-wakey.
洛蕊问你有没有你那个好朋友的消息 Lorraine was asking if you'd heard from that nice friend of yours.
-谁？-珍妮·佛达德- Who? -Jennifer Dodd.
她没在我们学校教书了 She left the school.
目前在斯托克的小学任教 She's teaching in a primary at Stoke.
交了个男朋友 听说他们订婚了 There's a chap, apparently.I heard they're engaged.
-是真的，太荒谬了吧？-现在卖掉完全不是时候 -But it's true, it would be insane, wouldn't it? -It's the most ridiculous time for him to sell.
我也是这么说的 Well, that's what I said.
他应该打电话问我，太不理智了 I know. He should give me a ring. It's absolute madness for him. I'm happy to...
来吧，宝贝 There you are, darling.
我不是什么好爸爸啦，完全不是.. Victorian parent or something. I'm nothing of the kind!
老婆，再加点肉汤 没肉汤了，抱歉 Darling, can we have gravy? There's no gravy. Sorry.
可不可以来点… Why can't we just have...?
圣诞快乐，老师！现在好想干死你
天晓得，这是她的老毛病啦 God knows. But this is what she's like.
自从罗纳死后，她就毫无目标了 Ever since Ronald died,she's drifted inexorably.
她爸爸是个了不起的人 非常了不起 You see, her father was an exceptional man.Exceptional.
希巴习惯独来独往 Bath sheba's a loner, l'm afraid.
她很漂亮，谢天谢地 她是靠脸蛋吃饭的 She's beautiful, thank God, and it's got her through,
但光有外在没内涵也不行啊 but it's not quite the same as possessing substance.
-圣诞快乐 -你来这里干嘛？大家都在里面- Happy Christmas. -What are you doing here? Everyone's inside.
你不拆开吗？ Aren't you gonna open it?
那是假金子做的 It's... it's made of real fake gold.
-谢谢你 -怎样？ - Thank you. -What's up?
都没你的消息 I haven't heard from you.
我们不能再见面了I can't see you anymore.
对不起 I'm sorry. I...
我没办法，结束了 I just can't. It's over.
为什么？ -Why? -Bash?
希巴！ Bash!
她不在这里 She's not here.
他是你爸爸吗？ Was that your dad?
不是 No.
是我叔叔 He's an uncle.
-你想结束吗？-请你别用那种眼神看我 -Do you wanna end it? -Please don't look at me like that.
-你厌倦我了？-不是 -Have you gone off me? -No.
你走吧，请你别逼我… You should go. Please, don't make...
快走 Just go.
她给我什么？ She gave me what?
-什么颜色？-是彼特吗？ -What color are they? -Is it Pete?
我很想打电话给希巴，可惜晚了 I long to phone Sheba, but it's late.
可怜的女孩孤单地守着难搞的一家人 Poor girl, all alone with her awful family.
我们的人生有很多相似之处 Our lives are acutely similarin so many respects.
姐姐？ Sis?
在写日记吗？你居然还有写日记的习惯 Writing the old diary? I can't imagine how you keep at it.
我都没什么好写的 I'd have nothing to say.
你好 Hello.
你随时想来都欢迎你 不只是一年一次 You know you're welcome whenever you want, notj ust once a year.
我是最近有点忙啦 It's just that l'm rather busy at the moment.
伦敦的生活就是忙碌 Your racy London life.
幸好你过得很充实 I'm glad it's so full.
珍妮佛的事我很遗憾，她人很好 I'm sorry about Jennifer. She was lovely.
还有别人吗？特别的朋友？ Is there anyone else? Someone else who's special?
我不懂你的意思 I don't know what you mean.
我无意刺探 I didn't mean to pry.
迟来的圣诞礼物 Belated Christmas present.
谢谢你 Thank you.
天哪 Oh, my word.
是爱丝普蕾耶 Asprey.
波夏
它还好吧？ How is she?
你真是个贴心的好朋友 You are the most wonderful friend.
好听吗？ Any good?
那是经典耶 It's a masterpiece.
你没专心上课吗？ Don't they teach you anything?
她是我们以前的偶像 We used to worship her.
-拿掉 -这是干嘛的？ -Take it off. -What's it for?
请你拿掉，我还没做好 Just take it off, please. I'm still making it.
好嘛，可是为什么？ Yeah, but why?
-那是给我儿子的 -他不是12岁了吗？ -It's for my son. -But he's 12, isn't he?
他患了唐氏症 He's got Down's syndrome.
没听你说过 You never said.
好吧 Right.
对不起 Sorry.
-它这辈子一定过得很开心 -是啊 - I'm sure she's had a very happy life. -Well, yes.
它是很开心，谢谢你 She has. Thank you.
可以让它最后几个礼拜好过一点 We can make her more comfortable for the next few weeks,
但它也只剩几个礼拜了 but it will be weeks rather than months.
你受了很大的打击吧 You've had a terrible shock.
理查德呢？我不想打扰你的周末 Where's Richard? I don't want to disturb you.
没关系，大家都出去了 It's fine. Everyone's out.
治得好吗？ Can they treat her?
他说只能再撑几个礼拜了 He says it's just a matter of weeks.
-只不过是一只宠物啦 -不 -She's only a pet. -Oh, no.
我们家的狗死掉我哭了好几个礼拜 I cried for weeks when our dog died. Weeks.
养宠物会投入感情的 One does get so attached.
我不吵你了 I should leave you in peace.
好的 Yeah.
-我喜欢这件上衣，很适合你 -谢谢 -I like that top. It suits you. -Oh. Thanks.
我在念书的时候 When I was at school
只要谁有坏消息或是情绪低落 if one of us had had some bad news or was a bit down,
我们就会互相抚摸 we used to stroke each other.
一个人摸一只手另一个人摸另一只手 You know, someone would do one arm and someone else the other.
那种感觉很美妙 It was a wonderfuIsensation.
你学生时代有没有这么做过？ Did you do that at your school?
没有 No.
很有放松的效果 It's incredibly relaxing
摸的人和被摸的人都是 for the giver and the receiver.
闭上眼睛，真的啦 Close your eyes. No, no, really.
不闭眼睛就没用了 It doesn't work if you don't.
-这样才对嘛 -够了 -There's a good girl. -That's enough.
-不，闭上眼睛 -不用了，我真的觉得够了 -No, close your eyes. -Look, I really think that's enough, Barbara.
你家花园里有人，他翻墙进来 There's someone in your garden! He came over the wall.
可能是邻居的小孩来捡球吧 It's probably the neighbor's boy,lost his football.
-不是，他进画室了，快报警！-只是隔壁的小孩啦，算了！ - No, he's going into the summer house! -It's just a kid from next door. Forget it.
你在哪里？我整个上午都想着要干你 Where are you? I've been dreaming about your hot, sweet cunt all morning.
喂？ Hello?
理查德快要回来了 -Hello? -Richard's on his way home.
不行，现在不方便 我再打给你 No, I can't. No, I can't. l'll call you.
芭芭拉！对不起！ Barbara, I'm sorry! I'm sorry!
芭芭拉，真的对不起，我 …I'm so sorry. Bar.
我有提分手，但就是做不到 I tried to end it, honestly. I just couldn't.
我为了你冒尽风险 结果你却羞辱我 I risked everything for you,and in return you humiliate me.
我不是故意要惹你生气 我需要你帮我，请你别走啊 I didn't mean to upset you. I need your help more than ever. Please don't go like this.
-你答应过要分的，为什么没有？-因为我… -You promised to end it. Why didn't you?- Because I...
怎样？你恋爱了？那个小子呢？你以为他会回报你的虚情假意？ What? You're in love? And the child, do you imagine he reciprocates your soppy feelings?
我认为他是一时冲动着迷于婚姻亮了红灯的中产阶级少妇 -芭芭拉 I dare say he's fascinated by the neuroticcompulsions of a middle-class lady- with marital problems. -Bar...
青少年是最残酷的，我了解他们 There's nothing crueller than boys.
他玩腻了就会把你当破布扔掉 Once he's had his fill he'll discard you like an old rag.
你不年轻了 You're not young!
我这么说是为了帮你 快刀斩乱麻吧 I say this to help you. End it now.
-好，我有在想了-别光是想，要付诸行动 -Yeah. I'm thinking. -Don't think. Do.
快付诸行动！不然我坐着修指甲等你老公回来 Do, do, do, do! Or shall I sit here doing my nails till your husband returns?
-不要，求求你，我分就是了-你还在等什么？ -No, no, no! Please. l'll do it. -Well, what are you waiting for?
康纳利先生？ Mr. Connolly.
我是圣乔治中学的哈特老师 史帝文没闯祸 I'm Mrs. Hart from St George's. Steven's not in trouble.
-我只是想找他谈艺术创作的事-好，请进 -I need to talk to him about an art project...-Yeah. Come in. Come in.
-谢谢 -他的房间在楼上 -Thank you. -It's just upstairs there.
谢谢你帮他课后辅导 左边第一个门 It's good of you to give him extra lessons. It's the first on your left.
最好先敲门再进去 It's... it's probably best to knock.
-那就是你的坏爸爸 -你想要受虐儿我就编故事啊 -So that's your vicious father? -You wanted a sob story, I gave it to you.
-你骗我 -对不起嘛，不然呢？ -You lied to me. -Sorry, Miss!
-你宁可我真的受虐？-你妈妈呢？ You prefer it if I live in a shithole? And your mother?
她应该死不了啦 I think she's gonna pull through.
你想怎样？来我家干嘛？ What do you want? What are you doing here?
-我会被退学的 -不，她告发我，我会一人承担 - They're gonna expel me now! -No, they won't. l'll get the blame if she tells.
她一定会说的 As if she won't!
她喜欢我，可能不会说 She likes me. She might not.
怎么个喜欢法？像这样？你们有一腿？ Likes you how? Like that? You giving her one and all?
你为何如此残酷？ Why are you being so cruel?
为什么，史帝文？ Why, Steven?
我是真的喜欢你，你人很好 I really like you. You're a nice person
对我不错，每次做爱都很爽 and you've been cool and it's been great, OK?
但原本只是玩玩而已 现在事情却搞大了 But it was supposed to be fun,and now it's a serious thing.
不管你要解决什么问题 你老公，你儿子 Whatever shit you're working out,you know, your husband, your kid, you...
我不知道 I don't know.
我都帮不了你 I can't help you.
我妈妈以前常说人家不拿她当个屁 As my mother would have said,the boy done her like a kipper.
她无处寻找慰藉只能找可靠的我了 She has nowhere to turn but trusty old Bar.
她郁郁寡欢，哀悼她那个小情夫 She mopes and mournsfor her pubescent paramour,
但她知道我的介入能救她一命 but she knows my interventions have saved her life
她是个知恩图报的人 and she is sweetly grateful.
她的背叛伤我比表面上看来更深 Her betrayal hurt me more than I dare show,
但我会原谅她 but I will forgive her
在私底下疗伤 and heal myself in private.
她值得，这次我没看错 She's worth it, this one.
她是我等待已久的人 She's the one I've waited for.
她逐渐明白她和康纳利的荒唐事 She's beginning to understand that her dalliance with Master Connolly
是因她的婚姻危机所致 was a consequence of her dead marriage.
一切都是假象 想念被人追求的感觉才落入圈套 lt's a sham fuelled only by the memory of former glories.
但我们却是水里来火里去 Whereas we are going through the fire,
友谊一天比一天更牢固 forging our friendship with a stronger bond each day.
事实上我们即将进入… In fact, we are now entering
更微妙的新阶段 a delicate new phase.
我们正在小心谨慎地 We are silently and stealthily
协商厮守一生的条件 negotiating the terms of a life lived together.
共同保有的秘密 Now more than ever,
让我们的关系更密切了 we are bound by the secrets we share.
我受邀去他们在法国西南部多敦涅的房子过暑假 I'm invited to drop in on them this summerat their house in the Dordogne.
我考虑要去 I might just do that.
我曾经坐在这里讨论艾尔加3个小时 I once sat here discussing Elgar for three hours.
-天哪，跟谁讨论？-一个朋友啦 -God, who with? -Just a friend.
珍妮佛，我们常来这里 Jennifer. This was our haunt.
我们有一阵子蛮要好的但可怜的她 We were quite chummy for a while,but poor thing,
患了严重的忧郁症 she suffered from a terrible depression.
我想帮她，但她宁可视而不见 I tried to help, but she rather unraveled.
她的妄想症状愈来愈明显 She became alarmingly deluded.
她有就医治疗吗？ Did she go to hospital?
没有 No.
她去斯托克工作了 No, she got ajob in Stoke.
-这是什么时候的事？-去年夏天 -When was this? -Last summer.
-但我总觉得做得不够-她一定知道你是为她好 -But Ifeel Ishould have done more. -I'm sure she knows you did your best.
你是个重感情的人 Such a sensitive person.
当然要掩饰啦 One conceals it, of course.
同床异梦的另一半会让人意志消沉多年 People languish for years with partners who are clearly from another planet.
我们很想相信自己找到的是理想中的伴侣 We want so much to believe that we've found our other.
认清事实与表象有差距需要勇气 It takes courage to recognize the realas opposed to the convenient.
我年轻时也对未来充满希望 When I was young I had such a vision of myself.
我梦想自己能在世上闯出一片天 I dreamed I'd be someone to be reckoned with, you know, in the world.
但人要有自知之明 But one learns one's scale.
我好害怕自己会孤单终老一生 I've such a dread of ending my days alone.
是啊，每个人都怕 Yes. I... We all do.
但我最近说服自己相信我可能不会这样 But recently l've allowed myself to thinkthat I may not be.
我错了吗？ Am Iwrong?
没有 No.
你要不要留下来？ Do you want to stay?
有时候看着宠物平静地离去对饲主是一种安慰 Sometimes people find it comforting to see them at peace.
你要不要过个20分钟再回来道别？ Would you like to come backin 20 minutes to say goodbye?
-你有没有系好安全带？-不会吧，搞什么？ -Have you got your seat belt on? -Oh, no. What the fuck?
-天哪，又是她 -拜托闭嘴啦，等我一下 -God, not her! -Shut up. I won't be a minute.
-妈，不要下车-是波夏吗？不会吧 -Mum, don't get out of the car! -Is it Portia? Oh, no.
处理好以后，我要回兽医那儿可以陪我去吗？我没办法自己去 I've got to go back to the vet's after it's done.Will you come with me? I can't on my own.
我很愿意，只不过本杰明要去学校演话剧 Of course I would. lt's just that Ben's doing his play at his school...
-话剧？-全家都要去，我们快迟到了 -Play? -We're all going. We're late, actually.
-有人死了耶！-我知道 -Someone has died! -I... I know.
-我非常遗憾 -这是你欠我的 -And it's terribly sad. -You owe me this!
本杰明，快把她变不见 用你的魔棒 Ben, can't you make her vanish? Use your wand.
他要演话剧，这是他生平第一次 He's doing a show for the first time in his life.
你选择他而不是我 That's your choice, is it?
一起去吧，也欢迎你来 Why don't you come?
我以为你明白友谊的真谛 I thought you understood what friendship means.
他是我的小孩，我的儿子 He's my child. He's my son.
-只是个小孩 -少在我面前装慈母了 -He's just a little boy. -Don't play the good mother with me.
怎么回事？女巫聚会吗？ Could you tell me what's going on? Is this some kind of coven?
-我很乐意解释，需要吗？-不用，是芭芭拉的猫出事了 -I can explain perfectly. -Barbara's had some bad news about her cat.
请节哀，好可怜的猫 现在请把我老婆还我 My condolences. Poor pussy. Now, can I have my wife back, please?
-我不喜欢你的口气 -她怎么每天都来？ -I don't like your tone. -Why is she here?
她给你下了什么蛊？ What kind of fucking spell has she cast on you?
-本杰明愈来愈焦虑，他快爆炸了 -拜托，快点上车啦！ -Ben is getting stressed. He's gonna blow! -For God's sake. Get in the car!
等我一下，马上就处理好了 Give me a minute, will you? I can handle this.
你要处理我？当成有毒废弃物？ I'm to be handled, am I? Like toxic waste?
你只是在忍受我 是我逼你容忍我的吗？ You see me on sufferance.I'm an imposition to be tolerated.
当然不是，我喜欢和你聊天我是你的好朋友啊 No, of course not. I love our time together.I'm your good, good friend.
那就陪我去吧 Then stay with me.
我要是有空就会去 波夏的事很遗憾，但我非走不可 I would if I could. l'm desperately sorry about Portia, but you can see, I have to go.
你要三思啊，后果自行负责 Think very carefully, madam. Be aware of the consequences.
-芭芭拉，请别再为难我了-陪我去 -Don't make this mean any more than it is. -Stay with me.
-我不知道我会做出什么 -走了啦！ -I don't know what I'll do. -Let's go!
-我会打电话给你，我保证 -快点 - Look, I'll call you, I promise. -Come on!
他们终究会让人失望 They always let you down in the end.
珍妮佛说我太紧迫盯人了 Jennifer said I was too intense.
到底是什么意思？ Meaning what, exactly?
忠于朋友也不对吗？ That I am loyal in my friendships?
为我仰慕的人赴汤蹈火不行吗？ That I will go to the ends of the earth for someone I admire?
天灵灵地灵灵！ Shazam!
没打扰你吧？ Not disturbing you, am I?
我只是… It's just
我想找你谈哈特老师的事 Ineed to talk to you about Mrs. Hart.
希巴 Sheba.
有点敏感的话题 It's a bit delicate.
我可以进去吗？ Can Icome in?
-喝茶？-好啊，谢谢 -Tea? -Lovely, thanks.
有没有饼干？ You haven't got a biscuit?
谢谢 Cheers.
-帽子要不要脱给我？-我去看足球赛 -Would you like me to take your hat? -Been up the Lane.
白鹿径，热刺队的主场 White Hart Lane, home of the mighty Spurs.
-他们赢了吗？-3比0！杰曼德佛，射门得分 -Were you victorious? -Three-nil. Jermain Defoe. Get in there!
我爸爸是查尔顿的球迷 My father was a supporter of Charlton Athletic.
好像很少机会给他们掌声 Never seemed to give him any pleasure.
猫在哪里？ Where's the moggy?
它死了 She's dead.
天哪 Oh, dear.
请节哀 My condolences.
现在不是时候吧 Is this not a good time?
正是时候 It's a very good time.
-哈特老师 -对 -Mrs. Hart. -Yeah.
就是… It's just...
你告诉我的事我会三缄其口 Anything you tell me will be in strictest confidence.
是这样的，我不知道她 …Well, the thing is,I was wondering if she's
有没有提过我？ ever mentioned me.
她有没有提过我？ Does she ever mention me?
让我想想，从来没有 Let me think. No, never.
其实有啦 Actually, yes.
她说过你买了一件新衬衫 好像是上学期 She mentioned you had invested in a new shirt last term.
在精品店买的名牌衬衫 Splashed out at Nicole Farhi.
过去这几个月以来…自从认识她，我… Thing is, over the last few months...well, ever since I met her, really, I've...
布莱恩，你爱上她了吗？ Brian, are you in love?
-我是不是太明显了？-你掩饰得很好啦 -I've been a bit bloody obvious, haven't I? -You've been utterly clandestine.
-她有提过衬衫的事？-你知道她已婚吧？ -So she mentioned the shirt? -You do know she's married?
知道，但她蛮风骚的 人性难测啊 Yeah, but she's quite flirty, and you never know with people, do you?
-是没错啦 -但是 -Indeed you don't. -But
我不想自作多情碰得一鼻子灰 I wouldn't wanna make a move if I'm just gonna get knocked back.
人事关系复杂、校长一丝不苟 这年头做事要特别谨慎 What with staff politics and the head being such a stickler, you have to be careful.
可能会踩到地雷 It's a minefield.
所以我想问… So would...?
你能不能找她谈谈 I mean, do you think you could have a word with her
问她对我有什么感觉？ and just suss the lie of the land?
你要我问哈特老师她会不会为了你红杏出墙？ You'd like me to ask Mrs. Hartif she's inclined to commit adultery with you?
我不想让你自取其辱 谁也不应该这样 I don't want you to suffer more than is necessary. No one should.
我不能代替哈特老师决定啦但直觉告诉我… I couldn't possibly speak for Mrs. Hart,but instinct tells me
你可能不是她喜欢的类型 you might not be her type.
她有喜欢的类型？ She's got a type, then?
你的外表是蛮不错的 Oh, it's no reflection on your attractiveness.
但我印象中她比较喜欢年轻的 But my impression is that her preference is for the younger man.
非常幼齿的 Surprisingly young.
听说是小男孩 Boys, I'm told.
其实这种事她不会找我聊 Naturally, she doesn't discussany of this with me.
但我侧面得知关于某位学生的谣言 But I've been hearing some rather alarming rumors about one in particular.
校园里的八卦、教职员间的耳语 Playground gossip,staff room whispers and so on.
那个学生你可能认识 You might know the boy in question.
史帝文·康纳利 Steven Connolly.
十年级？ Year 10?
茶壶里的水滚了 I think the kettle's boiled.
只要说出口就会传出去 You say the words and it's done.
很简单 Easy.
犹大会自我了断算是有良心的 Judas had the grace to hang himself,
但这是马太福音的记载 12门徒中感情最丰富的一位 but only according to Matthew, the most sentimental of the apostles.
过了今晚她的人生就要骤变吗？ Is this the last night of her old life?
不知道我的信差要多久才会行动 I wonder how long my messenger will take.
谢谢你 Thank you.
像希巴这样的人自以为知道寂寞的滋味 People like Sheba think they know what it is to be lonely,
但数着分秒过日子 对未来茫然无知的孤独 but of the drip, drip of long-haul,no-end-in-sight solitude,
他们根本就不懂 they know nothing.
整个周末都耗在洗衣店里那种感觉谁能体会 What it's like to construct an entire weekend around a visit to the launderette
或是好久没被人碰过的空虚感 or to be so chronically untouched
只要公车售票员的手无意间碰触 that the accidental brush of a bus conductor's hand
就会触动渴望的电流直达下体 sends a jolt of longing straight to your groin.
个中滋味… Of this,
是希巴那种人完全无法理解的 Sheba and her like have no clue.
芭芭拉，今天的事我很抱歉 Bar, l'm so sorry about today.
我别无选择 It was an impossible situation.
理查德也很抱歉 Richard's really sorry too.
你太可怜了 Poor you.
请你来我家吃顿晚饭吧 But why not come for supper?
其实我写得蛮快的 Actually, I write quite quickly.
只是构思需要很久的时间 It's the thinking that takes an eternity.
人是永远无法满足的 教书的时候就很想写作 But you're never satisfied. When you're lecturing, you long for time to write,
写作时又会很想回去教书 and when you've got it,you yearn to be back with your students.
-谁还要咖啡？-再给我一杯，谢谢 -More coffee, anyone? -l'll have a slug.
芭芭拉？ Barbara?
不要了，谢谢 No, thank you.
-哪位？-你是她老公吗？ -Yes? -Are you her husband?
-谁的老公？-少在我面前装蒜了 -What? Whose? -Don't you dick with me, mister!
不准装蒜！她在哪里？ Don't you dick me around! Where is she?
跟她说史帝文康纳利的妈妈现在就要找她！ Tell her Steven Connolly's mother wants to see her now!
-不好意思！-玛吉！ - Excuse me! -Maggie!
-贱人！你这个妓女！-玛吉 -You slut! You fucking whore! -Maggie!
亏你做得出来！ -How could you? How could you? -Maggie! Maggie!
-他还是个小孩！他还那么小！-到底怎么回事？ -He's only a child! A wee boy! He's a child! -What the hell is going on?
你去问你老婆啊 You ask your wife what's going on! Ask her!
问她啊！你这个变态！ -You perverted bitch! Bitch! -Maggie!
玛吉！拜托，别打扰人家了 Come on. Leave them alone! Come on, Maggie. Leave them alone.
贱人！你他妈的…别打扰人家了，玛吉 -Bitch! You fucking... -Leave them alone, Maggie.
走吧，别打扰人家了 Come on. Leave them alone, eh?
在这里闹也没用啊 There's nothing for us here.
发生了，就这样发生了 It happened. It just happened.
一个巴掌拍不响啊 你以为只有你想要年轻的吗？ People make things happen. You think you're the only one who's wanted someone young?
每个人都会想，大家都会 …Everyone sometimes, everyone thinks about...
但他们会另谋解决之道 But they deal with it!
我坐在楼梯高高在上的时候 By the time I took my seat in the gods,
这场好戏正要进入最后一幕the opera was well into its final act.
-你是他的老师！-你也是我的老师啊！ -You're his teacher! -And you were mine!
-我不是在强辩！-胡说八道！ - I'm notjustifying. I'm not trying to justify it! -You are so full of shit!
完全不一样！当年你20岁了！ It's totally different! You were 20.
-他5月满16岁，又不是未经人事 -他当然未经人事啊！ -He's 16 in May. He's not some innocent...-Of course he's innocent!
他才该死的15岁！ He's fucking 15!
你疯了吗？ Are you insane?!
你想出轨怎么不找个成年人呢？那是传统 If you meant to destroy us, why not do it with an adult? That's the convention.
-几百年来都这样-不是我们的问题，是… -It's worked for centuries.- It wasn't about us. It...
-为什么？-我就是想要他 -Why? -I just wanted him.
-为什么？-我不知道！ -Why? -I don't know!
想办法找出原因啊！ Well, find out!
-希巴？跟谁？不会吧 -康纳利，对，就是他 -Sheba? And...? No! -Yep. Connolly, yes. Yes, honestly.
传言消弭了我的罪恶感 My guilt is tempered with relief.
她以为是那个学生抓狂告诉妈妈 She assumes the boy cracked and told his mother all.
我凭什么让她醒悟？ Who am I to disabuse her?
布莱恩，布莱恩 Brian. Brian.
布莱恩 Brian.
布莱恩，请你等一下 Brian, do stop a minute, please.
今天圣乔治中学的气氛低迷 校方的可靠消息来源指出 Today, St George's School is a solemn place. A source close to the school has indicated
另一位教员也知道这段不伦之恋 another member of staff may have known of the relationship.
但相关当局郑重否认这种说法 This, however, is categorically deniedby the local authority.
校长，我要是知道会立刻告诉你 我只忠于学校 Had I known anything, I would have informed you immediately. My loyalty is to the school.
-布莱恩认为你知道好个月了 -布莱恩「认为」 -Brian thinks you've known for months. -Brian!
-还有苏珊·霍吉 -每个教职员你都要怀疑吗？ -Then there is Sue... -Will you run through the entire staff?
你知情不报也算是协助犯罪啊 If you knew and turned a blind eye, you have enabled a crime.
-无知者无罪 -你明年就要退休了 -I didn't, so I haven't. -You're due for retirement next year.
你提前退休对大家都好 I think it would benefit everyone if you take it early.
原来是政治迫害，白色恐怖吗？ So it's a witch hunt. Salem comes to Islington.
工作压力 教学的新理念不合你的意 The stress of the job, radical new ideas not to your taste...
我有新理念啊，学校出事是你的责任，你怎么不辞职？ I've a radical idea. Your school, your disaster.Why don't you resign?
因为我不是罪犯的知己 Because I am not the confidante of a criminal!
谈谈你和哈特老师的友谊吧 Now, tell me about your friendship with Mrs. Hart.
这是成年人两厢情愿的亲密友谊 即使在你的领导下 I think you'll find a close friendship between consenting adults is legal,
也完全合法 even under your regime.
我在校的纪录完美无暇 多数教职员都当我是道德守护者 My record is beyond reproach. The majority of the staff regard me as a moral guardian.
我刚找一位离职教员谈过你的另一位「闺中密友」 I've just spoken to an ex-member of our staff, another of your ''close'' friends.
珍妮佛·达德 Jennifer Dodd.
你应该知道珍妮佛精神状况不佳 所以她不得不离开学校 As you are aware, Jennifer became unwell.That's why she had to leave the school.
珍妮佛拿禁制令威胁你吧？ Jennifer threatened you with a restraining order.
胡扯 That's nonsense.
这是她的律师传真来的 她依法拒绝你接近她500码内 A fax from her solicitor. She didn't want you within 500 yards of her by law!
这叫友谊吗？她说你送葬礼的花圈给她未婚夫 You call that a friendship? She told me that you sent her fiance a wreath!
这种事还是别传出去比较好 Now, we wouldn't want alIthis to come out,would we?
毕生奉献于教育却落得一身羞愧和耻辱？ A lifetime of dedicated service ending in shame and humiliation?
你自己选择吧，芭芭拉 It's your choice, Barbara.
他知道是我 He knows it was me.
她也知道吗？ Does she know, too?
我快要崩溃了 所以她才不回我电话？ More than I can bear.Is that why she's not returned my calls?
止痛药
芭芭拉，你找希巴·哈特谈过没？ Barbara, have you spoken to Sheba Hart yet?
-你为什么跟恋童癖做朋友？-那男孩也是你学生吗？ -Why are you friends with a pedophile? -Did you teach the boy at all?
芭芭拉，希巴的丈夫如何回应？ Barbara, how's Sheba's husband taking all this?
一群野蛮人 Barbarians.
很抱歉让你丢了饭碗 Sorry about your job.
校长以为我知情不报 You see, the headmaster thought I knew.
-你有吗？-没有 -Did you? -No!
她人呢？ Where is she?
躲在她的巢穴里 In her lair.
-你的情夫年纪比我男朋友还小 -他不是我的情夫 -Your boyfriend is younger than mine! -He's not my boyfriend.
你跟一个小孩上床！ You slept with a child!
天哪！扫兴的人又来了！ Jesus wept! The specter at the feast.
-请你别出言不逊 -可怕的巫婆！ -You watch your tongue, madam. -Frigging freak!
别哭了 There, there.
谢谢你来陪我 Thanks for coming.
学校的事我很抱歉 I'm so sorry about school.
他…谢谢你，他牵怒你吗？ Was he...? Thank you. Was he awful to you?
你可以拒绝我，我完全能理解 Listen, you could say no, I'd completely understand,
可是理查… but Richard...
他需要独处，他叫我搬出去住 He needs some time alone. He's asked me to leave.
能不能去你家暂住几天？ Can I come and stay with you,just for a few days?
你想住多久都没问题 You're welcome for as long as you like.
她几时会出来？ When's she coming out?
本杰明去上学了吗？ Is Ben at school?
他知不知道出了什么事？ Does he know what's happening?
不关你的事 It's really none of your business.
小孩怎么办？ What about the kids?
我知道我们初识时你是怎样的人 I knew who you were when we met.
你还年轻，我知道可能出问题 但我有心理准备 You were young, and I knew it might get tough but I was prepared.
你是个好妈妈但有时候却是个不称职的妻子 You're a good mother,but at times you've been a fucking lousy wife.
你怎么不先找我谈？ Why didn't you come to me?
你可以跟我说你有多寂寞 你从来不相信我能帮你 You could have told me how lonely you were. You never trusted me to help you.
我不是说自己有多好但我会陪着你啊 I'm not saying I was so fucking fabulous,but Iwas here.
她来了！她来了！ There she is! There she is!
过去这一个月是我毕生最美好的时光 This last month has beenthe most delicious time of my life.
当然我们也有情绪起伏啦 Of course, we've had our ups and downs.
两个女人同在一个屋檐下压力很大 The pressure is intense when two women share their lives.
但这种紧绷的气氛真是美妙啊 But, oh, what marvelous intensity it is!
是那个老太婆！ It's the crone!
芭芭拉！芭芭拉！ -Barbara! -Barbara! Barbara!
芭芭拉，希巴会出来吗？ Is Sheba coming out?
情况未必永远都顺心 Circumstances are not always ideal.
贪得无厌的记者 The swinish press,
保释期间限制重重 the stringent bail terms,
还要和律师见面什么的 meetings with lawyers and so on.
但即便如此，我们还是相处甚欢 But all things considered, we're coping admirably.
事实上，经常贴满了金色星星 In fact, gold stars abundant.
那个戴绿帽的男人准许她一星期去看小孩一次 The cuckold permits her to see their children once a week.
通常是泪眼相望 There are usually tears
还有青少年的情绪宣泄 and fits of teenage tantrums, too.
她总有一天会发觉自己不适合为人母亲 In time, she'll recognizeshe's just not the mothering kind,
只有芭芭拉会在身边安慰她and then Barbara will be there to comfort her.
看护、知心好友 Nurse, beloved friend,
和睿智的顾问 and wise counsel.
-老太婆回来了！-芭芭拉，你辞职是被迫或主动？ -The crone returneth! -Were you pushed or did you jump?
若是主动，是为了感情吗？希巴还活着吗？你对她怎么了？ lf you jumped, was it into a dyke? Is Sheba alive? What have you done with her?
芭芭拉，家人如何回应？ How's the family coping, Barbara?
芭芭拉！芭芭拉！ Barbara! Barbara! Barbara!
希巴 Sheba?
你在日记里写的关于我的事 What you say about me,
关于理查德的事 about Richard...
你连帮他擦鞋都没资格 You're not fit to shine his shoes.
还有本杰明 And Ben and
还有波丽 Polly,
说什么我没有他们会比较快乐 that I'd be happier without them?
你为何做这种事？ Why did you do it?
因为我不陪你去替你的猫收尸？ Because I didn't help you collect your cat?
你害得我夫离子散！ You've cost me my family!
你自己也要负责！ Take some responsibility!
你要什么我都给你！要不是我，你还陷在那段婚姻里 I gave you exactly what you wanted. You'd still be stuck in that marriage without me.
-什么？-你还无法接受，但是… -What? -You can't accept it yet...
-你以为我想跟你住在这里？-你需要我！我是你的朋友！ -You think I wanted to be here with you? -You need me! I'm your friend!
你害我坐牢，我可能会被判两年 You've put me in prison! I could get two years!
时间过得很快，我每周都会去看你 我们要相守大半辈子 They'll fly by. I'll visit you every week. We've so much life to live together.
你以为我是跟你有外遇？ You think this is a love affair?
我们是在谈恋爱？ A relationship?
怎样？金色星星贴纸和我的一根头发？ What, sticky gold starsand a strand of my hair?
还有一张披萨餐馆的收据？ And a receipt from Pizza Express?
这间公寓是在亚奇路 你却自以为是弗吉尼亚·伍尔芙！ It's a flat in the Archway Roadand you think you're Virginia frigging Woolf!
我的头发你是哪来的？用镊子从浴缸里拔出来的？ Where did you get my hair? Did you pluck it from the bath with fucking tweezers?
偷看别人日记很没礼貌 Don't you know it's rude to read a person's diary?!
我们不是同志，也不是朋友你根本不喜欢我 We're not companions. We're not friends. You don't like me!
才不是这样 我对你只有感情，只有爱 That's not true. I only have tender feelings for you, only love!
你这个疯婆子，你不懂怎么爱人 You're barking, fucking mad. You don't know how to love.
你这辈子都不懂 不论是我 或珍妮佛·达德都一样 You have never your whole life.Me, Jennifer Dodd...
遇上你只有懊悔和失望 You're nothing but wasteand disappointment,
你这个恶毒的老处女！ you bitter old virgin!
你会寂寞 只有一个原因 学校里的人都憎恨你 You're lonely for a reason. They loathed you at school, all of them.
我是白痴才会对你友善 只因为没人跟我说你是吸血鬼 I was the idiot who bothered, but only because no one told me you're a vampire!
怎样？想和情侣一样激情做爱？ So what is it, Bar? You wanna roll around the floor like lovers?
-你想上我吗？-请你别贬低我们的… -You wanna fuck me? -Please don't diminish our...
-我们的什么？-不要，还我 -Our what? What? -No! Give it back.
我了解你，自私又自负你自以为有特权 I... I know you. Selfish and vain,you think you have a divine right.
这个世界容不下你 你属于这里！要我保护！ You don't belong in the world, you belong here! You big baby!
我来了！ Here I am!
我就在这里！ Here Iam!
我们从来没邀请你去多敦涅 We never invited youto the fucking Dordogne.
抱歉，但你确实说过我到法国可以去找你们 I'm sorry, but you specifically said if I happened to be in France I should drop in.
我们只是随口说说 We didn't mean it.
好吧 Well, fine.
那我就不去了 I won't come, then.
我请你来吃午饭是因为我喜欢你 I asked you to lunch because I liked you.
我很想跟你交朋友 I would have been your friend.
我想当的不只是朋友 I need more than a friend.
不伦女教师被判十个月徒期
可耻的希巴
我认识她 I knew her.
你说什么？ Sorry?
-我认识她 -真的吗？ -I knew her. -Really?
-我们以前在同一所学校教书 -天哪 -We taught at the same school. -God.
她是怎样的人？ What was she like?
有点… A bit
…冷漠 chilly.
神秘兮兮的 A touch furtive.
有点恍惚的人 A sort of absent person.
但我跟她不太熟，可以坐吗？ But I didn't know her well. May I?
-你还在教书吗？-没有了 -Do you still teach?- No, no.
我退休了 Retired.
谢天谢地 Thank goodness.
你… You...
-拿去用吧 -谢谢 -Here. -Thanks.
我很喜欢这里 I love it here.
这里的夕阳很美 It's spectacular at dusk.
我叫芭芭拉 I'm Barbara.
安娜贝尔 Annabel.
安娜贝尔 I wonder, Annabel,
-你喜欢音乐吗？-喜欢啊 -do you like music? -Oh, yes.
我有两张韩德尔水上音乐的门票 周六晚上 It's just that I've got tickets for Handel's Water Music at the Albert Hallon Saturday night.
你可以带男朋友来 You could bring a friend if there's someone...
没有啦，我没男朋友 Oh, no. Oh, no. There isn't.
那就这么说定了 Well, there we are.
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